I sheltered myself all last winter and now I am looking much thinner
I’m beginning to fall apart oh is there a beat in my heart?

So everything has shifted by a month or two because it used to be cold in December
But now I can go outside and go hiking if I want to
But don’t you know as soon as spring comes around there will be feet of snow on the ground
And I just don’t understand this weather I’m just trying to teach myself how to get better
But these clouds always put me in a funky mood I’ll just want to sleep and I won’t want any food
And some they might call me depressed and they’ll blame it on memories repressed
From my childhood but from where I’m sitting childhood looks pretty good
Because I could have been who I wanted to be an astronaut in space or a pirate at sea
Then I grew up and they told me I’d done it wrong they told me the reason why I smoke that bong
And they said it isn’t because you like to get high you just need to escape and this is your reply
You just want to cope and avoid your real life the one where you go out and find yourself a wife
To be all responsible and support a family and don’t forget about that college degree
I sheltered myself all last winter and now I am looking much thinner
I’m beginning to fall apart oh is there a beat in my heart?
So won’t you press your ear to my chest and tell, tell me, tell me am I really depressed?
And should I take those fucking pills and get rid of all my unique skills
To be just like everybody else on this earth heavily medicated from the age of birth